<b>Rainy days & Mondays</b>

In year 2010

I have a few resolutions for the upcoming year, I know this is corny and shit but it's really stuff I want to do!

1) I want to study harder and bump up my level ranking. I hope I dont get any Cs cause I think Cs look ugly, hahaha.

2) I want to try to spend less.

3) I want to improve my stamina and get a better timing for my 2.4 ^^

4) I want to get to know more friends.

5) I want to grow bigger boobs.

Ok I dont really have a lot to improve on cause I guess my life is sort-of-perfect right now. No I do not need to lose weight. Shut up.

AND I DONT NEED A MAN~! Swear~!!!

(lie)

I'm thinkinggg

New Year's Eve: To party, or not to party? That is the question.

Hmmm. Blue gimme a clueee :(

Xtremely happy

Went shopping with Yiping today! Saw the cute Watsons cashier boy again. He has pimples now, that-is-so-sad. Both of us bought bags for school, we got high halfway and started dancing to Gee in the middle of nowhere. Hahahaha. We ate ice cream at Swensens, I sang a song I didnt know with the Swensens waiter. I am so tempted to buy more shoeeees hahaha. I feel very "shag", I slept at 5am last night. Explains the eye bags, but I have eye bags everyday so whatever! Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby.

P/S: Maddy, in case you havent realised, I'm wearing your present! :D Nicole I'm putting your present to good use too~

And I should really start doing my homework, I still have loads more to do! Shush Huimin stop thinking about River Island.

Today

Had lunch at the coffee shop after tuition with Shuyi and Xuanying, after that we headed over to Suntec. Dropped my precious wallet into the train tracks at City Hall, swear I was mad nervous!

Got a pair of school shoes at Rubi then had Pepper Lunch at Jurong Point before going home! This is just a short post because I suck. Suck on that.

Opening presentssss, thanks for the great gifts!

Last night

There's really A LOT of pictures so I'll just upload the ones I have with me and a few Nicole uploaded!

Met up with them at Wheelock Place after attending some family party at St Patrick's Road or something.

All our presents:

At Cineleisure awaiting midnight

At Burger King ready to open gifts! I dont have all the pics ^^

My present to Yiping

Yiping's to me

Nicole's to me

Some random people along the road

At Somerset waiting to take the train, my present to Xuanying!

From Jermine, so sweet!

Merry Christmas!!

So I went out to eat dinner with my dad and watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. The show was cute (duh) but the best part is!!! Hok is in it! Although it was a very short scene BUT STILL... I love Hok! ^^

Haha, he's so cute.

I'm trying to upload pictures and videos from yesterday, but it's taking realllll long. So anyway, have you heard?

Oh yeah~

Went outttt with bbe!

Had Chippy's at Clarke Quay for brunch, stopped by Hasbro to collect something then went to Arab Street to buy gems to bling her phone! Some pictures are with Jermine, so I'll blog more later k!

Life with baby is great. So far ^^

Went over to Xuanying's house at 9 to catch up with tuition work, then had tuition from 11 to 1. She set my ringtone to "Gee". I happen to like my ringtone ^^

We were supposed to do homework together after tuition, but I decided to "slack awhile". So we spent 2 hours playing with her Build-a-Bear and using the computer.

Today is that eat tang yuan day again!!! I like tang yuan :D

Outside a lingerie shop

Huimin : Wa sexy
Jermine: Kinky
Huimin : I like
Jermine: I love~

Great minds think alike ^^

Anyway, my mom got me another bag of stuff from Laneige. I like the towel! It's so cute.

Mom: You always waste my money! :(

Me : What! I only asked for a toner, the rest you auto buy yourself!
Mom: Oh ya hor. Why I so auto.

The extra stuff she got me because "Your eye bags hor..."

Back from wrapping gifts at Jermine's house

Christmas shopping for friends with Jermine for eleven hours = A-R-E . W-E . C-R-A-Z-Y

(I swear I was going to type a wordy post but it took me hell long to upload the pictures and Xuanying keeps asking if I'm "done blogging")

Thank God I wasnt wearing heels! My feet would be fucking swollen if I did. We had brunch at Bukit Batok before we met her friend at Commonwealth to pass her stuff.

The quality of the pictures might range because some are from my cybershot, her jelly cam and her ixus!

On the bus:

Decided to go shopping in townnn, Xuanying your present was mad heavy I was lugging it around Orchard for like 7 hours or so. We shopped round so many places I cant really remember where we went.

Saw this emmeffin huge xmas tree outside Ion WHICH I HAVE NEVER SEEMED TO SEE BEFORE, HAHA. The inside was so pretty I got scared.

Jermine got tired-y feet cause she was wearing heels ^^ Stopped at Burger King for a drink XUANYING YOUR PRESENT IS KILLING ME.

Jermine bimbo-fied my foundation with the Juicy bow! I like!

Paragon cause bbe wanted to peeeeeeee.

Had dinner at Thai Express there, food was great! Our feet (more of like Jermine's) hurt so much when we sat down it felt like orgasmic bliss. Me thinks they did a little tap dance on the floor ^^

Jermine's curry soft shelled crab with rice.

My black pepper chicken with rice.

Fried tofu thing

Fork-spoon-dinner!

Bbe putting on plasters on her blisters!

Then we took the train backkk.

And went over to her house to wrap up gifts! I cant believe I spent so much but didnt buy anything for myself, hahaha. She greets her dog like a pedophile lor.

"Babyyyyy~ Babyyyyy~"

Loot!

And a little bit of Scrumpy

K, the rest are Scrumpy pics! Is she mad cute or mad cute?

Good night! I know I havent been blogging properly in awhile BUT I AM BLOGGING NOW!!! :D

Meet my new baby

You like? I like ^^

Grats to those who got good results today! Those who didnt... Buck up lor :D

Eating van houten chocccccc~

Blisssss

I swearrrrr

Stupid

You didnt miss me when I left. Do you wonder if I still miss you? You were very important to me.

A short story: Christmases past

There she sat in the middle of the crowded restaurant on December 25th, her skinny legs crossed self consciously and her shoulders slightly hunched. She's so pretty it breaks my heart. Her skin was clear and white as snow, her features were delicate and her eyes were a beautiful warm hazel. She's feeling cold but she's trying not to show. There she sat, taking in everything happening around her. She listened to the sound of utensils and dishes being cleared from the table and sometimes tried to hear into other people's conversations. She looked at lovers, families and groups of friends smiling at each other. And yet in this place bustling with life where she had came to seek human compassion from she felt so alone, for there was no one to spend this happy occasion with her. There she sat, looking forlorn and empty. I looked through the decorated glass windows of the bistro at this little girl and empathized with her.

Suddenly the scene flashes and I'm standing in the corner of a yellow room - her yellow room. The calendar was marked "2004". On her balcony stood a medium-sized fir tree sprinkled with a little bit of everything, such as little soft toy Santas and roses. The lights wrapped around the tree switched from green to red to blue and on top of it stood a gold star, perhaps the size of her hand. I could hear carols playing on the stereo and I felt a certain sense of calmness, which was soon broken by the sound of a plate crashing. The serene setting was spoiled by voices of people arguing, a man and a woman. The door of the room was flung open and in bustled that little girl, she didn't even seem to notice that I was there. I looked out of the door and saw her parents quarreling, fighting over her. Yet they didn't seem to realise that it was when they fought over her that she felt the most unwanted and abandoned. Immediately I turned around wanting to comfort her. There she layed, huddled in her woolen blanket sobbing and shivering. Vulnerable.

I desperately wanted to give her a hug and tell her everything was going to turn out fine when suddenly my feet were lifted off the ground and the room morphs into another place. I looked around the packed kitchen trying to find that little girl and finally spot her standing across the room at the door with a pair of reindeer antlers on. In her hand she held a cup of some mysterious concoction. I frowned at that sight, that drink was going to do some harm to her body. She's barely a girl now, she has grown a lot taller and her curves are nicely proportioned. She's at a party she probably shouldn't be at, the music was booming and the hall was filled with drunken, hot bodies. But she looked happy, for there stood the boy she always wanted and they were chatting away merrily. He had eyes of an angel and a voice as soothing as a lullaby, his sharp but soft features were highlighted by the dim light of the house. He was much taller than her, tall enough so that her head could lie on his broad chest. That always made her feel safe. He was leaning against the door frame and smiling down on her. To her that was his best angle. She looked into his deep eyes and smiled back at him but she knew, and I knew she knew, that he wasn't in love with her.

As the clock strikes twelve, he kissed her passionately under the mistletoe. She was slightly jittery and shocked for the first few seconds but later she melted into his touch. That was her first kiss. She let him touch her any way he wanted and she touched him back, because she wanted to know him, to know every inch of him - his sensitive spots and spots that made him purr. She wanted to feel his hard muscles and the warmth of his skin for every Christmas she spent she was cold and alone. Most importantly she wanted him to feel her, to know that she was alive. I stared straight at her, what was she thinking? Why was she so in love with this boy? Then I realised the answer was not difficult, he treated her well and called her every night. He would ask her about her day and share problems with her. He gave her what her dysfunctional family could not - comfort. But I know how this ends, six months later she would be sitting on the tiled floor crying with the cordless phone in her hand. He told her he was going for another girl. This boy who stole her heart was never going to give her the love she wanted. It's not that he's a bad guy but he was never going to fall for her. He treated her like a very close friend and nothing more than that and this left her feeling broken and lost. I looked at them kissing and shed a tear, she would never know what was going to happen and he never knew how deeply the things they did that night would affect her feelings for him for he was just a lonely child looking for some affection.

As my salty drop of emotion hits the ground, I am brought forward to two Christmases later and in her now pink boudoir I finally smile. There she is, rushing around her room in dizzy excitement. Quickly she applies the last touches of her make up and shrugs on her jacket. She picks up a large paper bag of presents from the ground and rushes out of her door. Outside her friends were waiting, they squealed in girlish delight at the sight of her and exchanged presents and merry wishes. For once I could see she had true happiness and with that I felt proud for her. Although life had been tough on her, she never gave up. She took everything as experience and opened up to new possibilities. She learned how to pick herself up every time she fell and continued going on no matter how difficult it might be. She had friends who she loved and friends who loved her. Her life then might still not be perfect but she made the most out of it. Looking at her through the various Christmases she spent I finally felt joyful and at ease, she could finally feel the warmth of Christmas.

Am I weird

You know recently I've been seeing quite a few posts and threads about "What a girl likes" and I cant help but wonder if I'm weird cause I dont need some of those "requirements".

I wont worry if this guy were to go to a party filled with beautiful women because I trust him and I know he needs to have fun at times. I wouldnt worry if his best friend was a girl prettier than me because I have close guy friends too. I hate it when a guy tells me to not be friends with guys just because they are insecure. To be honest, I will never drop a great friend for a guy, I will want him to accept him/her. I hate being controlled and I hate controlling people. I'd like him to feel comfortable around me, but I definitely like a honest guy. I dont mind if he tells me "That girl is pretty" because I obviously find other guys cute too.

I wont mind if he doesnt reply me for hours as long as he has a reason. (But I hate it when guys dont reply me because they're playing dota!) I know I can be too busy to reply him at times too and I wouldnt like it if he was angry cause I didnt reply him. I dont mind if he doesnt send me "Good morning sweetie" everyday. I dont mind if he cant drop an appointment with his friends to go shopping or watch a movie with me because I believe that he needs to spend time with other people in his life too. In fact, I dont mind if he hates shopping because my friends are so fun to shop with!

If there were to be a misunderstanding between us, such as "I saw you hugging another girl" I would let him explain. I feel irritated when I see girls not let their boyfriend explain because they only believe their eyes. I mean isnt trust essential in a relationship? I guess I am very openminded, because I would hug a close guy friend if he was down or as a greeting.

I dont need to be constantly reassured that I am the most beautiful girl in his eyes and that he loves me. Because I know.

But the thing I find the most weird about me is that I wouldnt like to go out with my boyfriend everyday. I dont know why but I'll feel caged. Perhaps I might be the laidback kind of girl who has a lot of trust, but I sure am not stupid. I know when to let go, I dont like hanging on to lies. If my boyfriend was to be falling for another girl, I'll let him. Because that girl must have something special for him to not want me. I dont like to kick up a fuss about break ups. Also I like to keep my relationships quiet, I just dont know why.

I feel super uncomfortable when a guy says "I cant live without you" because I take it very seriously. I hate "I love you forever" because I dont believe in "forever". I'm not very good with this mushy mushy stuff. I hardly say "I love you" because I have to make sure I'm really in love.

This post is getting a little lengthy! So if you're wondering what kind of guy I like then too bad for you cause I'm too lazy to type anymore! But the kind of relationship I like involves a lot of trust and I like to have a lot space and time to myself. I also like guys who are very down to earth because I just know one day we are going to split and I'm very mentally prepared for it hahaha.

Sometimes I dont like the idea of having a boyfriend because I dont like being "locked". There's a difference between attached and locked.

So back to point: Am I weird.

Last night

I dreamt that I spent Christmas day walking alone on the busy streets. I didnt even know it was Christmas till someone ran past and shouted "Merry Christmas" and that person was the only person who smiled at me and wished me a merry xmas.

And that's kinda sad. Chillax Huimin! You wont spend xmas alone, cause u have awesomeee friends.

...
Who might not have the time for you.

I should really start reading again

But I am feeling a little lazy. And I have no idea what book to start on first! ^^

Bbe, are you actually reading the books I've passed to you?!?!

Meeting Hockliang, Jiahong, Xuanying and Shuyi later I think. Shaggggg.

And am I getting fat?!?! I feel fine! So why is so many people calling me Pui Eh/ Fat Pig/ Fat!

Old webcam pics @ the library

I feel like eating Jalan Kayu roti prata

XUANYING!!! ROBERT!!! GO EAT LEH

Pictures from that day out with Maddyyyyy

313 = instant sian

I hate the layout of the mall! Furthermore many shops werent open, but still!!! :( :( We were very hungry so we decided to eat at Flying Chillies since Marche wasnt open yet. The food there sucks bad. I know we're smiling in the pics, but we took them before we started eating!